
I'm onto day 50 today, and I've found that I can really mix and match the program up and still achieve great results. For example, this week I was supposed to do yoga X last night, but didn't feel like doing yoga and instead did the core synergistics. I'll do the yoga tonight instead.
I'm glad I'm still getting great results doing this, because I've recently started working at a second job, meaning that I'm going to be working anywhere from 60-70 hours per week with about an hour each day of commutting. This does not leave much time for working out, and I already know that I'm going to have to sacrafice one of the workouts per week, leaving me with 5 instead of 6. However, I might add Cardio X into one or two of the days where I do workout, and I would still like to get in the Stretch X whenever I can, but we'll see what my time gives me. It's going to be really tough to continue this rigorous program when two days out of my week I wake up at 6:30 to workout, then leave for work at around 8:30, stay there till 6:30, immediately go to my second job and start at 7:15 and stay there until 2:45 the following morning. Talk about a long day!
We'll see how I deal with this. I should be alright, but you never know. Fatigue is a harsh mistress, and as I found out last night, making it through a tough workout when you're tired SUCKS. I like the Core Synergistics workout, but because of how tired I felt last night when doing it, I didn't have nearly the enjoyment I normally would have. I guess I'll be doing nothing but working, working out, and sleeping Monday - Friday, and sometimes on Saturdays.
Life has also been getting me down a bit lately. I won't go into details (I don't think anybody knows ALL of them), but let's just say that when life rains, it pours, and when it pours, it comes with 200 mph winds. Oftentimes I think the workouts are the only thing that make me successful at something. It's strange, because not only do I have a job in a field I love, I have a second job that's also enjoyable, yet I'm not where I want to be (by a LONG SHOT, and mostly due to having almost ZERO free time) regarding finances, friendships, family relationships, and "love life" relationships. Because of this, I find myself dwelling on the negatives many times before I drift off to sleep (which has also made me unsuccessful in getting enough sleep at night too). The only thing that makes me feel successful is when I can look into the mirror each morning before my first job and see the results of real, hard, intense work.
That alone gives me the motivation to keep going, and without P90X to occupy this success craving aspect of my life, I would probably be extremely depressed right now. I'll just have to be patient with particular branches of life's tree and get through the next few months.
I guess that's why I'm doing this blog and posting results on Facebook. It really does mean that much to me and it is one of the few things I'm experiencing right now that makes me feel successful. It really is a life change, and though I know I have several positives that make life great, sometimes reality's clouds can block out even the brightest sunlight.
Yoga X tonight, ready to BRING IT!
Peace out playas
-Rob








